If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never come

`*Quotes i ♥

`*"if i had another chance to dance with you again, i'll play a song that will never never end.." -Jianling's shout out
`*Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future -Yishan Wong's shout out
`*"Will the Maker of the stars, hear the sound of my breaking heart" -Jeremiah Wong's msn
`*"If i let you go, the things we've come to understand will only be a memory" -Riena Goh's msn
`*While all things has its expiry date, love doesn't.. -Jessica Thian
`*A smiling face does not equate to a smiling heart. -Jimmy Djunadi's shout out
`*Knowledge is horizontal, wisdom is vertical; it comes down from above. -Billy Graham
`*Time heals, time kills.. make time your friend not your enemy. -Jessica Thian
`*The world smiles at you, but Jesus loves you. -Unknown Author
`*When i've reached the end of myself, it's the beginning of God. -Jing Seah's tweet
`*When God is not in the equation of your life, nothing stands. -Jessica Thian
`*Let go and let God.. -Pst Kong Hee

`*My tweets for keeps

`*"Don't take too long to say 'I love you' and 'I want you love' cos time has a habit of slipping away.." 10th Oct '09

`*peanut, roe-ii, jelly and lil sweet pea wasabi thian: good night, u're always on my mind.. 10th Oct '09

`*I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take. When people run in circles.. It's a very, very mad world. -2nd Oct '09 01:24pm

`*"When deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive.. Forgiveness does not change the past but it does enlarge the future." -Mary Karen Read, her last journal entry prior to being killed in the virginia tech shooting (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yW759z7HsTw)" 1st Oct '09 02:17am

`*is going away with Him ;') 20th Sep '09 02:32pm

`*is in His courts, v happy!! -20th Sep '09 10:41am

`*不知道为了什么 忧愁它围绕著我 我每天都在祈祷 快赶走爱的寂寞 那天起 你对我说.. 17th Sep '09 02:45pm

`*You're the Lover of my soul, I'll never let You go. -14th Sep '09 01:12pm

`*is thnkin of what a nice date to hold a wedding today and wishes to get married sn.. :') -9th Sep '09 02:19pm

`*Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom.. Who can fathom the depth of Your love -2nd Sep '09 10:22am

`*You are beautiful beyond description, too marvelous for words. Too wonderful for comprehension, like nothing ever seen or heard. -1st Sep '09 04:25pm

`*"darling leave a light on for me.. cuz when the world takes me away, you are still the air that i breathe.." 29th Aug '09

`*Manhood is not found in the number of women you can sleep with, but by staying faithful to one. -24th Aug '09 01:56am

`*take me away, mes mémoires -21st Aug '09 02:04pm

`*my wedding s gonna be like ths: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0&feature=PlayList&p=37CBBC6D82B4E28A&index=0&playnext=1 -13th Aug '09 05:42pm

`*with time i sat the more i knew, i'm payin bac for all tt i've put them thru ; heartaches tt knows no depths & broken smiles tt knows no ends. -11th Aug '09 04:31am

`*Thanks for all the wishes dear ones, appreciate it!! luv u all!! -28th Jul '09 09:49am

`*One more day.. to beautiful sunrise & passing clouds -22nd Jul '09 01:39pm

`*pouting* at "You have 999 unread emails" -20th Jul '09 09:45am

`*Beautiful love, gift from above. -20th Jul '09 01:06pm

`*One of the simple pleasures in my life? Waking up to a mobile bill of SGD 27.77!! ♥s -15th Jul '09 09:41am

`*Great, is the measure of thy love. -12th Jul '09 11:10pm

`*Sudden mixture of emotions gripped me as I took a walk down memory lane.. I beg to differ when people say ignorance is bliss as it's only truth that sets you free -11th Jul '09 04:16pm

`*is up at this hour, celebrating his life & legacy with the world. -8th Jul '09 03:06am

`*A smiling face does not equate to a smiling heart. 3rd Jul '09 04:11pm

`*Rest in peace MJ.. you've been a legend and you'll always be -26th June '09 10:02am

`*888 unread emails- 24th Jun '09 01:11pm

`*The silence of a summer's night brings memories I hold inside.. -20th Jun '09 01:39am

`*Is back to 1929; The New Majestic Hotel now.. Sucha bliss!! -31st May '09 02:09am

`*All that you've left me with.. Ephemeral Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Time to surrender, time to brace the erase button. -28th May '09 10:25am

`*Just when you thought a love has failed, don't turn on your defence mechanism that only chains you up like a never ending cycle. Because love has the power to make one stronger & better.. -11th May '09 17:19pm

`*On my way to find Okasan nw.. I luv u mommy!! -9th May '09 18:29pm

`*screaming heart -6th May '09 03:35pm

`*says to 'time', 'have mercy on me..' -4th May '09 05:08am

`*Seeing the first ray of spring.. -29th Apr '09 02:29pm

`*Mugging away at work.. miss prancing in e rain in HK.. -29th Apr '09 05:53pm

`*Four more hours to flying away from this scorching hot island!! ;') -23rd Apr '09 02:46am

`*hungry.. longs for seafood linguine in white wine sauce.. sad.. pout* Tuu days to HK -21st Apr 02:13pm

~*`~*`CHELSEA GOT INTO F.A FINALS!! DROGBA, U ROCK, ALWAYS!!'*~'*~ Three days to HKG; cheeky smiles* -20th Apr '09 00:30am

`*had a crazy dose of trance, still missing it -19th Apr '09 10:58am

`*Nine days & counting to my next flight out bt e most exhilarating part of it? I don't even know where my butt will land!! >.<>

`*embracing spring one step at a time -30th Mar '09 12:51pm

`*is thankful for her life -23rd Mar '09 02:48pm

`*An old 'friend' came back to visit me and its name is 'Love Me Tender'. -22nd Mar '09 04:22am

`*embracing spring w His luv.. needs a big hug (}) -15th Mar '09 06:34pm

`*Caught in a kaleidoscope, tryin to find my way home.. -11th Mar '09 09:56pm

`*Caught in a kaleidoscope -10th Mar '09 02:50am

`*Beyond every dark cloud is a silver lining -11th Mar '09 06:19am

`*having a slow sunday, hugs* peanut roeii & jelly.. -8th Mar '09 07:13pm

`*is holding on.. -6th Mar '09 11:55am

`*freeze my ♥ -2nd Mar '09 11:58pm

`*Cut. By smses.. by believing.. 2nd Mar '09 03:40pm

`*brittle ♥ -28th Feb 08:27pm

`*days of solitude within, brittlely my hart beats -26th Feb '09 09:17pm

Happy Birthday

"Happy Birthday!" by Esmond Ng 28/07/09 Copyright

Have a blast; some merriment this day.
Joyful gaiety due none can take away.
And to you all festives will surely give way,
For it be for you that all these galas grace.

Though these words replace not how much I have to say,
You of all will know what needn't be displayed.
It is in times like these when I distanced, I pray:
Longstanding wishes & Happy Birthday!


Thank you Esmond, these words from my heart always..

Eleven March O Nine

"Time in Some Place" by Esmond Ng 11/03/09 Copyright

Miraculous it may seem,
Fate works its ways in us beings.
For never did I imagine could be,
What I seek'd in front of me.

Oncer I hanker'd and once I did receive,
Paints of memories and etch'd it did.
An innocent Romeo & Juliet story,
Coincedences in most everything.

Like the end of tragic Love stories
Too ours perhaps guileless and naive.
But these flowers its' scent can't be erased,
Even long after they're gone we had our Time in some place.


It'd be nice to believe that the above was penned about us :')
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"Silver Linings" by Esmond Ng 11/03/09 Copyright

Remember I the time sores,
Stricken; afflicted and wretched.
Besetment assail'd from above,
Like the bottomward that downpour'd.

There sat I at sixes and sevens,
Dazed at what just befell.
For at the bridge knew not I,
What wrong I did nor neither fate might.

How did such beauty and perfection cease?
Why my imaginary cloud shapes no longer pleased?
For the bright blessed day of just 5 minutes,
Now overcast acerbity.

Though things may sometimes I never know,
Left unsolved it may best be so.
Memories more precious for there in Heart stays,
But storms will eventually dissipate.

With time I sat the more I knew,
Darkest clouds too come and go.
Silver linings are there always,
When storms pass there they glow.